46, Female, Fort Lauderdale, US

My 1st experience with alcohol was watching my mother get drunk. And at times taking a drink of what o thought was a glass of water on the counter but was vodka. I started drinking in college and realized quickly I hated how it took away my control. After going to ACA meetings in college and supportive friends I learned that I can enjoy the taste but I rarely have more than one drink because I feel the effects. I want to enjoy the taste but not be out of control. And I never drink to escape or if I need to feel better about myself.